A life is what we see Episode 6

After the cremation,  he took me to his place,  he really comforted well.  But at last it was a disaster.  After  couple of hours I woke, I  was in his arms. The things around us was worst.  I woke  him up.  He said how are you now?  I slapped him.  He said I'm  sorry. I didn't  mean to.  He said he will drop me to home.  He did. I was late,  my parents didn't question as they knew the it was a last rituals for Siri. I got freshened,  my mother fed me. She pampered me. I was tears.  I don't know for which should I be more sorry.  I didn't even know Arjun much, When i closed  my eyes all I  could feel  his touch over my body,  the kisses he poured,  the hug he gave. I really wanted to kill myself.  The next day I got a call from Vaidz that we shall meet at Lahari place.  We visited  her.  I couldn't say my pain to her because my mistake was made by me. Even Arjun had come.  He again  said Vaidz  that he will drop me, I said no need to  but it was raining, so they forced me to accompany with him.  I took me to temple,  I said what are you doing  now,  A new drama?  He took me inside,  we offered our prayers. While we sat for a while. He held my hand and said, this my favorite and home God, I promise on him and say,  it was not intentional, you were in agony,  you drived yourself crazy. I did a wrong thing I know, when my parents were away I should have not taken you to my home.  I'm really sorry. I'll  marry you  , face the odds against us .I  said I need to go home. The sem holidays were worst. I started to love Arjun a little more.  He was being a very good human. But I stayed very silent with all.  It was a third year,  I alone sat in the class,  took my mobile to call Siri,  then I realized the present.  I sat alone.  Later the classes started I  couldn't find Vaidz nor Lahari.  I called Lahari. She said , I'll  meet you at your place.  I kept quiet. Shreya came and sat next to me,  she said is Vaidz receiving your call? I said no Shreya.  Shreya said me that,  Veer broke up with her.  She is unable to digest this.  So she said me to inform this,  as she never wanted to show her face. I was shattered.  I thought let me not disturb her for  couple of days. I saw Arjun but  i moved on. I went home.  Lahari was waiting for me,  she said that she will moving to her native place,  she can't continue her education in same campus.  Now I was in another disaster.  I tried convincing her,  it didn't work out. I gave her final send off.  Called Vaidz,  she didn't pick, later when I  messaged about Lahari,  she turned up to my place, she tried convincing Lahari but it wasn't successful.  The very next day the results were out.  I was passed in all subjects,Lahari had flunked in one (last exam). As a mandatory I  checked Arjun results,  he was an year back student.  I was speechless,  I felt God designed my life to be in a panic.  With some great difficulty,  I  completed my 3rd year.  Finally I'm  in last year,  the last day of college,  I  had got placed in one of the startup for 3 lpa. The farewell day,  made me n Vaidz so closer and the photos across made us cry more.  We missed Siri and Lahari.  So we thought of calling Lahari.  She picked the call and she very happy for our compeletion of our degree.  She said that she got fashion designing certificate. She also said that she will be getting hitched by her cousin in this year end.  We were happy to hear that.  After a while Vaidz said that Racch,  Arjun is here,  he wanted  to meet you.  I said yes Vaidz I'll  speak and be right back to you at Canteen. He spoke to me saying,  Finally you got your graduation,  I  wish I was with you. I said him  not to worry. Do your sem very sincerely I'll  wait for you.  He said yes,  Racch you mean a lot to me.  I'll  never let you down.  The days passed on.  My mother asked me that,  does Arjun belongs  to our caste, I said yes mom, again she asked me are they stable,  I  said of course mom.  Then I  sensed fishy,  I  asked her why these questions.  She said to watch the movie. But since couple of months I skipped my periods,  It was a panic attack.  I knew how could this be possible,  it is the time get bump?  I felt no,  it couldn't  be,  it should not be.  I was in sweat.  I felt really scared and felt bad about myself. I called Arjun  and said the situation.  He was very  happy. I scolded him  are you mad,  do you think life could be easy, Don't forget that you have not completed your education. And we are still not married.  He said not to worry. I found myself a guilt.  I took the help of Shreya's sister in law as she was a gynaecologist.  She gave me all description and the scanning that has to be made.  I did all my scanning and waited for consultation. She asked me,  did you have irregular periods before,  I  said yes doctor,  during my PU I had,  i thought it was because of stress.  She asked me other couple of questions.  She asked me whether I  was  married ? The arrow of fear struck my heart.  I was pale for a moment.  I didn't had company to abide me.

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