Words for Life

There appears Sakshi's text,  I was on fire, I called her at same moment, she answered saying that it's fact, aren't you happy for this. I replied this can't be mine,  you must be lying.  Sakshi said honey I'm not, so I need to take  back the divorce papers. And she hanged the call.  I was pale and blank. I knew there is something fishy,  I couldn't sleep,  so I took my anti depressants tablets. Next morning , Preksha and her parents had turned up but I refused to speak about marriage , I rudely said I'm not interested ,  they were disappointed even Preksha's eyes were filled with tears.  She  said me that don't ever see my face. As you said you won't deserve me and that's true I am unfit. I was shattered for moment, we turned to Banglore same day,  while returning I had narrated the story. As we reached home,  Sakshi was waiting for me,  my father had melted as he wished to see Grand daughter (who will be a incarnation if...

The reception went well,  she was in golden gown, with curls and floral tiara,  after huge photo session, herself turned up where I was seated, he held my hand,  "Rajath love is something we live,  we deserve to share.  I'm no more a kid,  I'm not immature,  as you said I may not be deserved for your love but definitely I deserve your compassion. I tried to contact you when Sakshi left ,Rohith had been updating each and everything.  You gave your best,  you did your best,  you deserve the best.  And don't give up, you can love,  you can trust,  you can start it all over.  I'll be there for you. Atleast as a friend". Preksha smiled and even I smiled.  I felt I was relaxed.  I just said can we have a selfie Preksha,  she agreed. It's absolutely a beauty and beast picture. The next day was a Wedding day,  the knot session went on.  I said amma to pack up the stuff,  so tonight we will be lea...

It was a reception night,  decorated with lights everywhere,  I got freshened. While I was getting ready,  I remembered my past,  Sakshi, we were cousins, I was forced to marry her as her mother is fond sister of my father as she was at death bed.We were termed as wife and husband at age of 18 and 16, officially at age of 21 and 19 respectively ,  I wasn't comfortable with relationship, she was bold, materialistic, she was a doctor by profession, she said profession is first,  I agreed. We stayed apart as first few years for her education, third year of our anniversary she was drunk , she said I'm here to enjoy, I need money to live, love and lust arrives with money. I was very much soft and polite to her all moves,  I tried to surprise her with gifts, she wasn't happy,  she wanted something more. I knew she is a student and she might me ashamed of having a title called married, she used to remove her mangal sutra,  even I didn't oppose her n...

I was very much astonished by her reaction.The day lapsed.  In the morning, I went for a drive ,I  mean drive for a cause - ''my mobile''. I got it repaired and I returned to the place.  I had to put my mobile for charging.  I was with heavy heart. I knew Preksha is the girl whom I had admired once upon a time but due to many reasons I had to keep her out of my emotions. I wiped my tear droplet soon my door was rushed.  My mother, she was observing all our moves, She said there's nothing wrong to stay with the person whom your heart is wanting to be.  I pretended what's the matter amma.  She said Rajath, my boy. Don't lie me , you still hold her festival greeting cards. You seem more happy from past two days.  I know you have a past with Sakshi but it's time to move on.  I had to take a deep breathe and nodded my head.  I went downstairs, my heart was searching Preksha but mind was warning me to not. It was the reception tonight, everyon...

With all guilty I got freshened up and headed to dinning hall. After having my dinner, I was worried about my mobile which made me to curse  Preksha,  as soon as I remembered  her name she appeared like a shareit pop up messages ,completely a nuisance.  She said Rajath you still didn't accept my request, if you want me to let go you accept it.  I was on my nerves  , I replied yeah I'll.  She said do it now.  I lifted my mobile and showed her the screen crack.  She giggled and ran away.  Rohith said there's a Bacheloratte party,  would you join? I said no I'm not in mood.  Again there comes a voice of Preksha,  Rohith there's some leftover milk in the kitchen ,you can give to your sweet brother.  She smirked. Without speaking a word I went upstairs . I saw a miracle through the window , yes you guessed it right. Preksha was a enjoying her sip, sorry the whole bottle.  I was astonished and remembered a kannda sayin...

The wind was cold,  the clouds are black. We are heading to my native Chikmangaluru. I was born and brought up there until my father had a transfer to Bengaluru. I with my mother and brother are visiting Chikmangluru for a wedding,  an old neighbor of us.  Oh wait,  did I introduce about me?  No ? Well , I'm Rajath, 28 working in a corporate office as a senior HR.  I'm shy and I love solitude.  And I really don't socialize even this wedding wasn't  interested one until I knew the wedding is Cariyapa's grand daughter Deeksha, a well known neighbour of us and my friend too.   You might be wondering even in this era why we aren't connected in any of the social media . Because I left this place in 2004, I was 14 years old and bengaluru environment made me to never visit my native. This is one of the reason,  the actual reason is my paternal grandparents cheated on us and I had to live in my mother's place and that's Chikamangaluru. And ...